Why the Universe is Good to Me

Posted by Zephyr
I've known for some time now that all of my experiences in life have been directing me gently, and not so gently towards a purpose. I knew that it would come someday make itself known. It was so very frustrating to have all but the last few pieces of this puzzle together (this puzzle anyway) and of course questioning my inner voice -as we do sometimes.

I've long avoided "church" because most of the churches in my area are of the christian variety, of which I find the doctrine and dogma are not in line with my own belief system therefore I do not enjoy them. Last Sunday I went to a new "church" with a friend but this one was a meditation or spiritual center. I immediately sensed powerful energy vibrations and although there was much deity worship that was also not in line with my own beliefs I took advantage of the energy of the environment and dove deep into meditation with my higher self.

What happened next, I was greeted by a male spirit guide, a being of pure light. He led me to this pool of bright light liquid where I dove in and drank in the light, completely drowning in it - but not in a panic or negative way. When I stepped out I was a being of light too, he led me to this vast green pristine valley with rolling hills and he said:

him: this is all yours as far as the eye can see, plus ten times over
me: wow
him what will you do with it
me: I would invite all the people who have no where else to go, who have no one else, the poor, the needy, here to share this land with me. I will teach them how to build a self -sustainable eco-friendly environment free of waste, pollution and hatred
him: would that make you happy?
me: yes
him: would you still feel lonely?
me: no
him: why?
me: pause, because in my "god shaped hole" is my love for humanity, they are god to me and I love them and want to be close to them, and help them when I can.
him: so would you be doing it for them, or would you be doing it for yourself?
me: pause, both I guess. Is it wrong for me to gain happiness out of helping others?
him: would you care if they didn't know it was you who was helping them?
me: absolutely not, I think would prefer them not to know
him: would you care if they had to know?
me: I guess not.
him: so do you think is it wrong to gain happiness out of helping others?
me: no, it is human. To be human is to be born with these hurts that we can turn into drives that are positives.
him: yes, you are one in the same, the pain, the cure, the hole, the god, to be here as a human, that is why you have those pains, to lead you to the cure.
him: so now you know why you do not feel whole, and until you have fulfilled some part of your purpose you will continue to feel empty. Empty because you are supposed to be until you fulfill your greater human purpose. And once you become whole you will begin to attract other whole people but not until.

Session over
I have a clearer vision of my purpose today because I allowed myself to be in an environment that fostered a great conversation. Everything in my life lately from the people I know to the conversations I am having have been pointing me towards these very issues. I am just so very grateful today.

blessings from this ripple in the energy pool
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