When we get to the point in the evolution of our consciousness whereby we recognize life is a matrix, hologram, illusion that I refer to as the "physical" interesting things begin to happen. One of which is trying to reconcile what exactly is the point of all of this if we now know it's an illusion? That's the point. We came to experience this, we chose this. We choose the levels, the players, the tools, and the assets that make up this experience. The tendency then becomes not to understand the universe but ourselves and why did we choose this -- what did I need to experience this part of the game for? Typically, this occurs when something we don't like happens.

Some might say, you were vibrating and attracting and you drew it to you. I don't disagree however, that now sounds much like blame. Along the lines of why did I draw this to me? Again, this is okay as long as you do not blame yourself. Take it another step. When you made some of these choices you were creating unconsciously and some of those choices are still playing out. Then, some of the choices you won't really understand completely sometimes because that's the fun of the game! We don't want to skip to the end and read that final chapter, which would be so dull. What fun would life be for us without some sort of contrast to shake us up? We already get high just breathing air; we recognize that we are truly separate from nothing, what else is there to get worked up about? Ourselves. Our contrasting experiences. Out of contrast we have the opportunity to create, remember, discover, uncover, excavate.

Rather than to think there is something wrong with us, our thoughts, our vibrations, our manifesting, perhaps it is wise to remember that WE ARE DIVINE and that even when our choices feel painful, we chose this, and therefore it's part is helpful and useful to us even when we can't see how. Trust yourself. That's what we came here for -- to experience life in its sweet and rotten parts. It is both pleasure and pain, especially pain that gives birth to the cathartic process of creation. This is true of artists, poets and musicians but it's also true of anyone. Pain can spur change. Perhaps we can get to the point whereby we start to appreciate turmoil, as this is an opportunity to prove to ourselves how much grace and power we truly have.

Then the fun begins. We now know all of these illusions we can use to help us in this board game. Oh - you want a new car, great let's manifest this illusion. When we make a choice and we don't like the results we know we can just make another choice, and keep making choices until we have peace with those choices. Oh - you like the car but don't like that car payment, well let's go with a different illusion, one that matches your desires.

So the next time you think something is wrong with your manifesting just mindfully shift your thought patterns to "I know it feels wrong now, but the divine in me always chooses right." Namaste